his own thoughts

Omg!!!

I wish someone would leave me something in my inbox

what is beauty

guys see a girl walking down from a mall or street or work or school. And the girl is all dolled up. The guy cant take his eyes of her. but the guys dont realize that its all make up. under all that make up is just a face that you probably didnt believe they actually looked like that.

make up is just a trick to cover up the things that blind you. make blinds one person.

what looks compared to a personality. if someone doesnt have a good personality has no goal and no achievements then looks cant cut it.

the reasons why guys change from good to bad

is because they got to comfortable. they were nice guys everything was so great till both of you got so comfortable that the guy became controlling.

either that or the guy played the game pretending to be the nice guy and now that he has you in his hands he can do anything

the only thing that seperates a guy from his true love

is another woman that he wants but doesnt need. just saying

What God attended

If God hasn’t given it to us it’s because it’s not the right time. If God took it away it’s for the better. If it wasnt meant to be then something better is to come. God sent his one and only son to die on the cross with humiliation. He sent him to take away all our sins and to live a better life for all of us. Jesus sacrificed him self for us. And we repay him by doing things that hurt God. We do a lot of sinful things. We were born into sin. But it doesn’t mean we should be going around looking for that sin and temptation. Kids and teens these days have no morals. Doing what ever they want when they want. Kids dying from stupid stuff. It’s like there parents didn’t teach them any better. And I’m pretty sure a lot of parents did teach kids things not to do. We repay God by killing our self. By choking our self. Drinking hand sanatizer. By poisoning our heads and minds. Is this how kids are these days. Not giving a fuck about anything but them self.

It’s my fault

It was always been and always will be my fault. No one to blame but me. I got to mad and angry. I blew up all the time. I was overly protective. I was jealous and clingy. It’s the way I was and always will be. And now I lost and it was all on me. Something lost also was something gain. I learned to love and care. To cherish the moment and to make wonderful memories I’ll never forget. From when it happened to where it took place. I might have lost a lot but I to gained a lot at the same time. It was a new experience for me and now I can learn from it when the next time comes around. I became a better person and my life changed from this experience. And I’m glad this all happened.

There comes a point in everyone’s life

Were try have to pack up the old stuff and place it all into a box for memories. There comes a time were we take all the stuff that was once given to us by one of our significant other into a box and put into storage to never be touched let alone seen for a while. Until one day you come across it and open it up. And when you open it up you look through it. And you think back about all the memories you had. All the good happy fun amazing memories that happened. And what comes with happy moments come sad crying moments you had with them. And when you think back of it all your eyes get teary. And looking through the stuff tears drop on to the things you look at. And everything all at once just hits you.

Well I guess this time has come. It’s about time to move on about all OUR stuff in one box for storage. And hope one day to still have it and to open it and look apon it.

Not a teen

So it’s official. I ain’t a teen anymore. It sucks because I know deep down I’m still a little kid. It made me realize what I need to do. What my goals are. What I need to achieve and I know I’m not ready any time soon. I guess now that I hit 20 I’m little scared of the future even more. I guess this is part of life.

Summer

Those summer nights were you go out on adventures. Coming home who cares what time. Driving and cruising the street with your friend or friends. Bumpin music laughing your asses off not giving two fucks about anything. Getting ready early afternoon and coming home tomorrow.

Yeah I want that again. I miss it.

<3

Late night drive. Cruising the street. Sneaking out. Going out the back door. Waiting for her to come out. Driving up to the mountain driving. Cuddling in the car. Just holding each other without one word.

Yeah I want all that. I wanna do that

Late night drive?

Late night drive?
I think so.
Driving to no where land cruising the streets thinking about shit